Have you ever given your heart away to someone and never told them? Is there a special person in your life that you hold very dear? There was one in mine. I had never told him. We will call him Joe. My friend was having a sweet sixteenth birthday party, and Joe was going to be there. I got all pretty in a sleeveless dress, planning to ask Joe to the upcoming dance at our school. At the party I saw him hanging around with another girl, and didn't think much of it, I knew they were friends. But then a slow song came on and I saw Joe and this girl dancing and hugging, like couples do. And then when the song was over they still had their arms around each other. I ran into the bathroom, I couldn't hold it together at that time. I would find out later that while I was in there Joe would ask this girl to the dance. Suffice it to say I never got around to asking hi. I also found out later that Joe had known I liked him but never thought of me as anymore than a friend. First heartbreak? Yeah. Love stinks? Yeah. Am I managing? Somehow.